(OneSideDummy, 2008)
Review by SoDak
Thoughts of death are often on my mind. They have been since
I was a very young child. As a result, I am obsessed with time and try to make
the most of each day. Of course, I often fail, given the grind of daily life,
mounting responsibilities, and ever proliferating distractions. I readily
realize the ways that I fall short as a husband, friend, and human being. It is
all too apparent how quickly life passes. I love this constant tension, as it
is part of what motivates me to share so much time with loved ones. It is
central to getting on with life, creating history and new memories. It is part
of what has influenced decisions regarding work and where I live.
Music has been a constant presence, woven with the
aforementioned thoughts and relationships. I spend countless hours listening to
music. Perhaps this is a waste of time; however, music primarily enriches my
life. It stimulates memories and stirs up emotions. I marvel at musical abilities,
appreciate the words, and love stories. Music keeps questions regarding time at
the forefront of my concerns. Every now and then, a record does all of these
things at the same time. For me, Gaslight Anthem’s The ’59 Sound does just this. And quite frankly, I need to hear
this record on a regular basis. It is filled with accounts of people who are
struggling, who are striving to accomplish their dreams, who make poor
decisions, and who are heartbroken. There are plenty of references to Bruce
Springsteen throughout the record, as folks strive to forge meaningful lives
despite the odds that are against them. Gaslight Anthem are a pure rock’n’roll
band. They have a punk rock swagger and drive that amps up the ‘70s rock and
‘80s college radio influences.
This record, given the music and lyrics, makes me feel like
I am teenager again. I imagine dancing under the moon, as the music envelops
me, spinning me around and around, as I howl in delight. I throw my arms around
a girlfriend, squeezing her tight until the song ends. I remember countless
nights hanging out at concerts and in parking lots, exchanging tales with
friends. We wanted nights to never end. Romanticism and realism are mixed on
this record. Hope and disappointment coexist, making each day significant.
Smiles and tears are part of creating meaning. This point is exemplified on the
song, “The ’59 Sound,” which reflects on the awareness that death is ever
present and the loss of a dear friend who died too young. This song seems to
yell that we better make life count.
The ’59 Sound
overwhelms me emotionally. When listening to it alone, I often weep. I am not
even sure where all the heaviness comes from, but I appreciate that the songs
fill me with such intense feelings. When my wife and I listen to the record, I
love watching her rock out to the songs, as she dances around the house,
playing air drums and singing the lyrics. I treasure all of these moments and
want them to last longer, so I let the record play another time.
I worry about people who don't find songs that make them weep, laugh, or feel euphoric. It's wonderful that you have found so many songs that move you.
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